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oh,theguilt
first, do no harm. and we pledge to live by this oath. but harm happens and then guilt happens. and there is no oath for how to deal with that. guilt never goes anywhere on its own, it brings its friends - doubt and insecurity.and so, we are left with a choice. either let the guilt throw you back into the behavior that got you into trouble in the first place, or learn from the guilt and do your best to move on.-
funny how things go around. things you dont want people to know. but it gets out. and when that happens, the people you love most get hurt or worried or all of the above. and they start to think that hey, maybe you aren't the person they thought you to be. that you've gt major issues, that your emotionally unstable, because you've been acting all hot and cold. but in fact, you were hiding. to put on a happy face to the world arnd you to avoid em getting worried or thinking your totally insane. but it gets out anyway, and nothing you do can take it back. and then the guilt, for making those who love you, but don't usually say it,
worry. and because there isn't much communication since forever, noone has any idea how to make things right. so there you go, your the psycho of the family. icing on the top of everything else. so thanks for nothing.
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